Only If!!!!!

It was not until now that realisation dawned and I saw myself walking a familiar path. My heart skipped a beat each time I felt your aura around me and even more when your tiny eyes smiled at me. I wanted to bend forward and capture your face but my eyes blushed. It was not until now I realised that I am indeed walking a very familiar path…

A path I thought was long forgotten. I wanted to return but my heart gave in. It wanted to walk beside yours but there was no room. Although, I still walk this very familiar path, but this time, without you. Only if you could hold me and lead me to a brighter world. Only if I could undo the past, only if I could stop you, ask you to stay.......... Only if I could muster the courage to look into your eyes and tell you ......... Now You mean the world to me!

Only if we had not met to part like strangers, only if you could listen to my unspoken words, wipe my tears. Only if your absence wouldn't hurt that much…. I stand here helpless, unable to rewind the time to our happier moments. Even more helpless as I cannot hold your hand or rest my head on your shoulders…. Only if I had not walked that familiar path, only if this had not ended with such bitterness………… Only if!